such quietness

not really.. me brain was sorta screaming..

it's work.. it would have worked if only.. experience still needed but time is running out.. the urgency was only i alone who are concerned..

it's families.. the man whom I've known for more than 3 decade had ran off.. it's more than a month now.. some how deep down i kinda know this day would come..

and than the heart.. it thump hard when ever i think about her.. a chapter closed before it begin as always.. there are simply no communication.. don't know where/what can be done..

as for the rest me.. what ever remain of sanity.. are just doing the routine to try to survive another day..